Journey Of Jae – 22 Sep 2019

Monk and Hard Mode Updates

  • Hard mode – 52 days
  • Monk mode – 12 days.

I was reading back in my journal and I completely forgot that I experienced a wet dream that took me out of monk mode.  I am not overly concerned as my main goal is to remove my porn problem, and semen retention is a secondary goal at this moment in time.

Progress is progress, so all is good!

Personal Disciplines For Today

  • 20 Minutes Meditation.
  • Fasted for 12 hours.
  • 15 minutes of my special calisthenics routine.
  • Regular repetition of affirmations.
  • Visualized the manifestation of my goals both in the morning and before falling sleep.
  • Read for 30 minutes at lunch time.

This Weeks Affirmation

“I accept abundance into my life”

Other News

Tomorrow I will be starting my slow transition to following a Ketogenic diet.  So, as from Monday I will be removing bread, pasta and rice from my diet and increasing my dietary fat content.

I would be interested to know if any readers have any experience of following a Ketogenic diet, either good, bad or indifferent.  Let me know in the comments box below.

How Am I Feeling

Things have been progressing really well these past few weeks, I am slowly rewiring my brain to accept much more positive thoughts and I am reaping the rewards, although very rarely I do think that this is too good to last, and maybe I am due for a reversal of fortunes so to speak.

Don’t worry I stop those types of thoughts before they go any further.  I refuse to accept them as a reality in my life.

So yes, life is good, and getting better.  🙂

Thought Of The Day


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What I’m Currently Reading

In the pages of Three Magic Words, you will learn of the unlimited power that is yours. You will learn how you can turn this power to work for you, here on earth, to make your life majestic and overflowing with good. Three Magic Words is not a religion or a sect or a society.

In its entirety it is a series of essays aimed at revealing to you your power over all things. You will learn that there is only one mover in all creation and that mover is thought.

You will learn that there is only one creator and that creator is the Universal Subconscious Mind, or God. You will learn that this creator creates for you exactly what you think, and you will be shown how you can control your thoughts, not only to obtain answers to your problems but to create in your experience exactly what you desire. Read More



  1. I know I’m a thorn in your side, but I find your journey fascinating. While I understand that you are trying not to orgasm, isn’t there a difference between a conscious, manual orgasm under your control and one that is achieved by your subconscious while you’re asleep? It’s like saying you don’t have a spotless driving record because somebody rear-ended you. If it’s not your fault, does it really count?

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    1. Not a problem asking me questions, isn’t that why we have blogs in the first place. Regarding your question, well I think it depends on your goal I suppose. A wet dream is just a subconscious act, no big deal right? Now, if on the other hand a person views semen as a type of spiritual energy, the life source of our physical existence so to speak, then an subconscious orgasm would be a kinda issue.

      Also, what is happening in my subconscious that is causing the release of semen during the night? Am I having sexual desires that I am not aware of?

      I do like your questions, food for thought. 🙂


      1. I don’t have the answer here, but does science know if nocturnal emissions are a function of subconscious or just an involuntary physical function? You can view food digestion as a spiritual part of nourishing your being, but there’s really not a thing you can do to control it. I think you should give yourself a pass on this one.


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