As you may have noticed, this blog is primarily about my ongoing recovery from a life of porn and masturbation behavioral problems, I prefer not to use the word addiction, as that to me implies something that is very hard to change.
When I started writing this blog I was in a very dark place and a lot of things came out that I needed to process. This little virtual space in cyberspace served its purpose, but I am no longer the same person I was back then so I have no need to keep rehashing the same stuff over and over again.
So, where do I go now?
Do I shut down the blog and proclaim to the world, hey I’m ‘cured’ love me, love me! I’m not that naive to think I am somehow out of recovery.
I don’t wish to dwell on the past either, so the only place I have left to go is forward into a future that I am creating for myself each and every day.
What Are My Goals
- To achieve 120 full days without porn or masturbation.
- To write on ‘The Pathway To Recovery‘ everyday.
- Meditation every morning.
- Read and learn more.
- Expand my awareness and practice of spiritual disciplines.
- Become more mindful in my daily life
These are my short term goals as they stand in September 2019. I will review them in the new year of 2020.